Stagnation

Apparently, stagnation can be a part of the process of change. Seems a bit contradictory to me but I also get it. Sometimes when change is occurring, the Universe intervenes by putting certain blocks in our path. We can try to manoeuvre around them and may be successful for a while, but in my experience, eventually, you'll come across a block that stops you in your tracks. It can take different forms. It can be an emotional block that we need to work through, or perhaps a physical block where our body gives us a few signs that we need to ease up a bit...perhaps we get consistently tired but fail to rest or slow down. Some of us may have the strength to "power through" at least for a while but ultimately, our body is in control. If we don't listen to those early warning signals, along comes that piece of 2x4 (2 by 4...ie a very big stick!) to whack us over the head and into reality, often insisting that we stop what we are doing. Depending on what it is we are trying to do, the sign will vary.

I teach a bit of yoga, just part time and when I'm low, I often lose my voice. Not very useful when trying to teach. I have to stop. I am currently learning the wonderful art of reflexology where I use my hands to help heal others. Right now for reasons I can't quite fully comprehend and that seem quite "unfair", whilst doing something I love and being in the midst of learning something truly amazing and inspiring...I develop a problem with my hand and my arm which means I cannot practice or continue with my case studies for now.

Once the frustration subsided (OK, it still comes and goes but mainly it has passed now) I realised I had no choice but to rest. After all, I've been without my right hand before. Memories of last summer come flooding back. It's not the same, but the impact is very similar. Food for thought. What is it about my right hand? What am I not hearing or seeing, or doing? Seriously...if you have any suggestions, answers on a postcard please!

So I have taken a week to rest. To be as still. To meditate, To do yoga. To dance. To read. In fact to realise all the things that I can do at the moment rather than focus on the things that I can't do. And to accept that. Fighting this cause will not help me...but I believe acceptance will.